For a book with nearly 400 pages this felt like a quick read, I couldn't put it down. There's drama, angst, an almost rape scene (except you know Toby will get there in time to stop it).

Toby and Kai have known each other for years, Toby is Kai's brothers childhood best friend, except there's a few secrets that Toby has to tell Kai, Toby is gay and knows Kai is gay but he's always hidden it from his best friend because of how he spoke about Kai when he suspected he was gay. When Kai decides to make Toby jealous by kissing someone else their story really begins.

Toby and Kai have such a special bond, they've always looked out for each other but throughout this story their bond is tested and they have to fight harder for what they both really want, while fighting their individual insecurities.